what should i say?
should i always expect things to be this way.
went back tpy for checkup today.
bring chloe along too.
now going back home.
I am very hungry now yet when i see those foods,
i've got no appetite anymore.
Ytd even worst, asking me to eat DURIAN with RICE!
What a WERID COMBINATION! LOL!
Seriously, i think i might slim down during this shity confinement.
ARGH! i swear if i got to give birth again. i'll do my confinement at my old place.
THERE'S REALLY TOO MUCH THING I CANNOT TAKE IT ALREADY!
Finally i got this time to update my dying blog.
Have been taking care of my little princess these 2 weeks.
GOD! Mothers are really hard to be. Its so damn tiring to take care of a baby.
Every 3 hours need to wake up to feed her.
& she will cry anytime, hinting you that she's hungry again, poopoo or urine,
or even when she need someone to pat her.
But of course, i dont mind,
though i didnt had a good slp since how many days ago.
Cause i can do everything, just for my precious daughter.
MY PRINCESS!
On the other hand, i having my CONFINEMENT now.
and it really sucks! like hell!
-Have been eating almost the same food everyday. (ALL WITH GINGER)
-Have been drinking ALOT of DOM&CHICKEN ESSCENCE til i so sick of it
-Cant wash MY HAIR
-Cant really take a good BATH( MUST HAVE THE HERBAL )
-Can't drink PLAIN WATER! (EVERYDAY DRINK GINGER TEA& LONGAN TEA)
-THE WORST THING !!! I have to stay at home for ONE F. WHOLE MTH! :(
-I've been LAOSAI for manydays.
-Wounds didnt fully RECOVERD.(pain)
-my stomach have been GROWLING every now&then.
(making me so worried of it, didnt know what happen to my body)
-Have to listen to people NAGNAGNAG! but cant say a SINGLE thing BACK!
Omgggggggggggggg! just hope this thing faster end.
If not, i scared i will explode sooner or later.
& sometimes i feel like i am facing all these stress alone.
you wasnt with me when i really needed you most.
this affects me the most, but you didnt even notice it. NOT AT ALL!
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