Things changed alot ever since i am pregnant. I have to admit i really lost alot of freedom.
I get tired easily. I cant do so much things. I cant go so many places. I got so many restrictions. My entertainment gone almost 80%. & most importantly, i've grown so much fats. This feeling sucks. Really sucks.

Sometimes i really need someone to talk to but i really dunno can find who. Suddenly i realised i wasnt that cheerful bubbly shu xian anymore. Instead emotional and thinks a lot everyday. Didnt know why but i really hope i can faster get back to the track. Hate this fucking emo feeling.

& Ming kang was right. He said i am a person who really needs alot of accompany. TRUE ! I need alot of attentions. :(

Anyway, new year is coming. Hopefully i can find a suitable job soon. & Another 4 more mths i can see my precious baby girl.