Things changed alot ever since i am pregnant. I have to admit i really lost alot of freedom.
I get tired easily. I cant do so much things. I cant go so many places. I got so many restrictions. My entertainment gone almost 80%. & most importantly, i've grown so much fats. This feeling sucks. Really sucks.

Sometimes i really need someone to talk to but i really dunno can find who. Suddenly i realised i wasnt that cheerful bubbly shu xian anymore. Instead emotional and thinks a lot everyday. Didnt know why but i really hope i can faster get back to the track. Hate this fucking emo feeling.

& Ming kang was right. He said i am a person who really needs alot of accompany. TRUE ! I need alot of attentions. :(

Anyway, new year is coming. Hopefully i can find a suitable job soon. & Another 4 more mths i can see my precious baby girl.

Went C.H Koh Clinic for Women yst. Was pretty excited cause i am going to know my baby's gender. My mother in law plus my auntie were all saying that i am carryying a girl. Well, actually both gender i will also love. :)

Wow. After waited for abt 2 hrs+, finally its my turn. Hmmm. Hubby & my sister acc me. Thoughout the scanning, i keep spotting whether i can see any penis not. LOL. But of cause i am not professional enough. Haha! The doctor told us it was a M. So i thought M = male. In the end, actually the M = miss ! LOL! The doc bluff me. :pp

There's one more thing which i dont get it. My blood test results stated that my blood group belongs to B+ while my mother told me that i am O+ since young. I think that the laboratories got my blood type wrong. Shall check with them during the next appoinment.


OKAY! I am carrying a princess! Hope she has my BIG BIG EYES ! :)